Мама девочки умершей от наркотиков. Елджей я бы взяла дробовик и выстрелила в твоё лицо… Ещё и ещё…

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Здравствуйте, Алексей!

Я – мама Ольги. Мы с дочкой узнали о вас в марте 2017 года. Должна сказать, что вы – очень одарённый молодой человек. Примите поздравления с выходом нового альбома. Вот мои любимые строчки: «Кинули по половинке у клуба, кинули по половинке в такси… Музло е*ашит, и нас е*ашит», а также: «Один парень говорил, что не любит кокаин, но ему нравится, как он пахнет».

Из девяти песен на пластинке семь – про наркотики. Мощная и актуальная тема. И если раньше вы рассказывали об экспериментах с синтетическими препаратами, то теперь главным героем стал кокаин. Налицо эволюция творчества.

Немного о нас. Мы – жители маленького провинциального города. В 2017 году мне исполнилось 40 лет, Ольге – 16. Её отец погиб во вторую чеченскую кампанию, с тех пор я стала не только мамой, но и папой, и лучшим другом своему ребёнку. Кажется, у психологов это называется гиперопекой.

Однажды Ольга услышала по радио песню «Рваные джинсы» и сразу в вас влюбилась, начала искать информацию в интернете, скачивала альбомы и фотографии, засматривала до дыр клипы. Поскольку я тревожная мама, истории запросов на поисковых сайтах отслеживала регулярно. Оказалось, что мою дочь интересовало, «что такое экстази» и «как купить экстази».

Мы долго разговаривали. Я объясняла и умоляла, показала Ольге фильм «Реквием по мечте». Правда, он её не впечатлил. По мнению дочери, в кино речь идёт о тяжелых наркотиках, опасных, а Элджей сидит на амфетамине, который хорошо качает. Это как выпить банку энергетика. Потом можно танцевать всю ночь и не чувствовать усталости. В тот раз беседа закончилась ссорой, но через несколько дней мы помирились и Ольга пообещала мне никогда не прикасаться к экстази и подобным веществам.

Алексей, неужели вы как разумный человек не понимаете, что своими песнями взвинчиваете спрос на отраву? Вас слушают миллионы подростков и детей. Они переживают сложный возраст, не доверяют родителям, боятся быть как все и боятся не быть как все, бегут от серости и скуки, а в ваших песнях жизнь яркая, ультрамариновая, радужная, как мыльный пузырь. Вы опаснее, чем маковое поле и колумбийский наркокартель.

Четыре дня назад на школьном выпускном моя дочь, нанюхавшись «солей» в туалете, упала прямо на танцполе. Все думали, что она просто дурачится, ведь с лица Ольги не сходила улыбка. Как раз звучала ваша песня: «Экстази, меня унеси».

И унёс. У Оли было слабое сердце, а ты наверняка знаешь, что «соль» с алкоголем смешивать нельзя. Она не знала. Инструкции не прилагалась. Врачи не успели.

«В стакане газировка, а у нас передозировка».

У меня есть мечта. Я хочу взять охотничью двустволку мужа, прийти на концерт и два раза выстрелить в твой тупой рот, изрыгающий призывы к смерти. Потом перезарядить и ещё раз выстрелить, м*азь…

Извините, нервы. Я разумный человек и понимаю всё про аллегории, метафоры, двойные смыслы, художественные образы, про свою вину тоже всё понимаю – не усмотрела, не уберегла. В конце концов, это просто несчастный случай, цепь неудач, не повезло. Не повезло, что впечатлительная Ольга начала слушать ваши песни. Не повезло, что в школе можно свободно купить дозу. Не повезло, что торговлю крышует МВД. Не повезло, что наркотик моей дочери продал её одноклассник, которому нужно было продать, чтобы получить дозу себе. Просто, б*ять, не повезло. День такой. Знайте, Алексей, иногда мечты сбываются.

Моя мечта, конечно, не сбудется, поэтому я придумала пожелание – совсем скромное и невинное. Я бы хотела, чтобы у вас родились дети и чтобы они повторили жизненный путь героев песен Элджея. Ведь инструкции вы даёте более чем подробные, правда?

С пожеланием творческих успехов, мама Ольги.

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